Monday, February 14, 2011. Why life sucks - part 1. What do we do? We spend a lot of time eating, sleeping, shitting, and working. Most of our time is spent trying to remain comfortable throughout our survival in this life.

A young widows self-absorbed dark corner. Wednesday, March 21, 2012. Why am i looking for you again. Did my brain not get the memo; husband dead, not coming back. I used to believe that all possibilities existed at once. not anymore, time is real to me now, and reality never repeats. Felt the loss that made me believe that time was real. What do i do with this? Am i even thinking straight yet? Links to this post. Thursday, December 15, 2011.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008. Love haikus i wrote in VALENTINE DAY in my english calss. Snow falls in your hair. Your dark strands are flecked with white. You ask me to dance. Although you know I hate to. I am now an optimist. I see your gaze turn towards mine. You wrap your arms around me. I wished on a star. That one day, you would love me. Once read it yar! .