Recently, i have been absolutely terrified, in a way that i could not explain. horrified of something i could not define, an apparition without image or form. it lurked deep within at the bottom of my stream of consciousness, its murmuring almost entirely unnoticed from the surface. Despite everything going well, i am still not satisfied. I am happiest when i listen to myself.

my last entry was longer than i feel like admitting. All perceived wrongs are part of a greater right. Our relationships with those around us are spiritual. people who challenge us most hold our greatest lessons.